And just when you thought you were done searching , the unthinkable happens. Its scary, fun, exciting, nerve wracking. You can't breathe, sleep or even eat at times. You have butterflies in your stomach that won't go away, your weak at the knees, you get chills up your spine when you kiss him. You can't concentrate or get your shit together, in class your caught just looking up and smiling. For so long its only been about you, and now its terrifying give someone your heart and hope to god that they don't break it.Your so happy you can cry because for so long you convinced yourself that this just wasn't in the cards.